Ever since I can remember, I have been a dreamer. The big thinker, goal-oriented, gonna travel the world person…uh, no. That’s not me. The person who wakes up every morning and says, “I had the strangest dream!” Yeah, that one is me. Over the last few years, the dreams have been sparse. They come every now and then, but aren’t even close to the detail and weirdness that they use to be…until I got pregnant. They’re back!! The detail in the dreams is amazing! The colors and crispness is just like I’m watching a movie, except I’m in the movie.
Anyway, I had a dream last night that I was in a forest running from a wizard (no, I didn’t say all of the dreams made sense). The dream wasn’t scary. It was more like a game of hide ‘n seek. The funny thing was after I woke up (for the second time) to go to the restroom. When I went back to sleep, I had a dream that I was at my mom’s school with several other teachers. We were there for some sort of program that was getting ready to start (just for the teachers and families). While we were all sitting around talking, I told them about my crazy dreams. I even told them about the dream I had just had—the real dream! I told them all about the forest & the wizard. It is so strange that I incorporated one dream into the next.
I then woke up for another bathroom trot. When I went back to sleep that time, I was leaving my mom’s school & walking down the road to Jackson Purchase’s office. A friend of mine’s mom works there & I was going to say hello (although in real life the office is not just down the road!). When I got there, my friend was there waiting on her mom to go to lunch. So, I said hello. She didn’t even recognize me! I told her who I was and explained that I was pregnant & that’s why I look different. We stood and talked until her mom was available. When her mom came around the corner, my friend had to introduce me because she did not recognize me. (This family was my 2nd family growing up. I practically lived there at times!) Guess this dream is trying to tell me that I’m a little concerned about the weight I’ve gained!! And, I am a little. I’m not stressing about it or not eating. I’m eating…probably too much. But, it is hard to see the scale keep moving up. I’ve now gained 16 pounds & have 16 weeks to go. If I gain a pound a week like they want you to, I will put on 32 lbs by the time the baby comes!!! Yikes! Now, that’s the part that freaks me out. How in the world will I lose all the weight after the baby?! I HATE dieting & I HATE exercising!! Doesn’t look good…
Ok, now you’ve heard my weirdness by my dreams & my fears of weight gain with the pregnancy. Hope your dreams are more normal & your weight is not being affected by a baby…and if it is, I hope you’re better at handling it!!
Love you all!!